Malvina's Poems

about being the first to go


Our Life ist a hostage,it's a gift.
None's to judge of how we lived,
'cause this world contains the worst and best;
finally, everyone's to meet eternal rest.

There still remains one way,
'cause none's ment to stay;
we're all to go alone
without a help this way unknown.

Last days I heard some people talking:
" It will be hard to keep on walking,
to let go and free from fear,
to fade away when the manner is not clear."

So from what I've tasted of desire,
I hold with those,who favor fire,
but I think I know enough of hate
to say that for destruction ice is also great.

But this way,don't think of me as being lost,
life just made of me its host,
so remember me as being first
to find my wings, not being cursed.

Night


Outside the window snow is fallin' silent
to hide all sins so cruel,so violent.
Asking for entrance winter's knocking on my door,
his friend,the wind's wispering along my floor.

I leave my chamber,leave my house
ignoring all sweet winter's vows
telling tales of home,perfecly and warm,
of a world of freedom without any harm.

I leave this dream and step into the darkness,
leave the light,that's never endless
and there I feel cold night longing for my heart,
seducing me to be her child and play my part.

My heart is raving unbelievable fast
knowing every breath could be my last.
The fear is driving me insane
but everything's appearing clearly in my brain.

All my life I was a child,
I lived form day to day,that blind.
I lived in chains
captured by lies running through my veins.

when the crows leave London
( based on the legend of London Tower )


To save the world don't try
It's the night the crows leave London.
It's the night all ravens fly .
All our souls call for salvation,
in heaven all the spirits cry.
It's the night they cry for life ,
because they know
the world will find its destination .
It's the night we all will die

TO THE FALLEN ANGEL


In the darkness of night time
as I lay down to sleep,
if we hold on to the memories
in our dreams we will meet.
You can look into my blue eyes,
touch my ravenblack hair,
when ever you need me,
I'll always be there !

When I awoke you were gone
with me sitting in my dark chamber alone.
And a window breaks
and a woman cries
and her mind still dies,
'cause she can't keep her life apart
dieing on losing her love,on a broken heart.

She tried to give up the last breath
offering her soul to the angel of death,
but he shook only his head,
his crimson eyes burning that sad,
thus she thought she's goin' mad.
The dark angel spoke and stand still;
" once your life will end, it will ! "

And the tears welled down her cheek.
Inside absolutely numb and weak
she saw to the angel's pale face
realizing his beauty and grace.
She stared at him, there was no choise;
again he rose his amazing voice.

So he softly spoke to me :
" I will come back for you, will see.
Death doesn't come this night,
you have to stand a further fight;
your candle of life still shining so bright
like it never burned before
and likely will do it never more. "

She looked into his eyes for a second time,
in them mirroring the wisdom's shine.
In this eyes as dark as abony
she saw him realizing her own agony.
Though his thoughts overshadowing him dark,
the silent promis in his eyes she will remark.
The inviolable vow in his wordless swearing ...

My heart drummed fast in my brest -
his glace on me - wanting to break my chest.
I offered his silent swears my believe,
'cause I trust on him my deadly release.
He'll guide me to a better place, full of peace,
where to stay, where to hide
but where I never could stay by his side !

revenge

Once an angel falls,
and once an angel cries.
Once an angel sheds his tears
and once an angel loses feathers.

An angel' s fallen deep
and so he's lying on the ground
with broken wings and broken mind,
with broken soul and broken life.

He's looking into the sky above
and sees the ravens fly
black circles in the sky so dim,
they cruely laugh at him.

With envy, swears about the birds,
curses and prays to god
and hates him for betrayal,
so swears revenge in raging gale !